Going up

... just a bit. Things aren't "better," but I'm finally ready to start making some changes. The other week I finally made it up to the prayer ministry team at church. And I think that was the point when my life started to turn around. I still have some serious work on my relationship with God, and a lot of transforming needs to happen but I've taken the first step.

I went to the women's prayer breakfast at church last Saturday. I can't say I particularly enjoyed it. I still absolutely abhor situations that involve walking into a room where I don't know anyone (or full of people I know only as aquaintances). But I went, and met a few nice people I could speak to the next day.

And tomorrow I'm off camping with a group from the "20s and 30s cluster." I'm rather excited about that. There's not even any rain in the forecast (touch wood).

And, by the way, one of the changes I need to make is to stop moping that no one's really understood how dark things have been and taken me seriously enough to really, I mean really, pray for me. So I'm going to start posting again. As you can see.

Speaking of camping trips, it's bedtime and I haven't started packing. So... later =)