Can I go back?

I want to go back to University. I'll even write all the stupid papers and reviews, just let me start every day with an hour and a half of ballet, and then go on dancing until 10:00 at night. I didn't want to leave because I knew I was not likely to have such an opportunity again. I loved it, and I still long to be dancing all day, every day. When I dance, I am at home. I am doing what I was created to do. For four years, I was able to experience dance as my life. It was natural, it was right. I want it back.



(I know I'm throwing a bit of a temper tantrum here)